Yay! I did it!

[cave_of_colors]

My journal is now friends-only post. Don't you feel special? But hey I think anyone can read it now... so we can talk dirty about anyone who is not on the firends list... haha but they cant respond... haha

Comments

[inorganicmatter]

people who act like that are silly in that sad, desperate, need for attention way

though if something like that were ever said to my face Im not sure the zen Ive been developing over the years would hold up.

its a good thing people like that only say things like that anonymously on silly fake internet places.

I always feel bad after I kick someones ass,

just kidding,

maybe.

[cave_of_colors]

I'm a very passive person when it comes to fist fighting... but I don't know... if it was said to my face... I'm not sure...

there was a time when I was in elementary that if someone made me mad enough I would fly off the handle and not remember anything... I never did anything violent it was more of one of those hysteric things... but it seemed to scare my enemy well enough.

Someone badmouthed my mom once... knowing that she had died... I wanted to punch themso bad... but when it came time to fight I stared them in the eye and they never made a move. Heh... funny they wanted to be my friend latet.

I have a more subtle way of attacking... gather my knowledge... find out what really hurts them... longer than physical pain...

of course it always makes me feel bad later

maybe ;)

[inorganicmatter]

its always an inner conflict

but genetically Im predisposed to flying off the handle on people,physically.

Ive managed to get a good grasp on my emotions

no one has ever insulted my children to my face

maybe I would just feel bad their friends pulled me off so soon