wasn't meant to be

[caveman08]

I know LJ is a venting tool for people to exaggerate miniscule problems. I understand that what people write glorifies them in a way and hides the truth. But right now I don't care. I always thought after the trauma of losing my brother, that i'd never really be able to experience tears again. Sure, I've had issues with Kate, School, Best friends,

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[ihavenoideaok]

Jake--
I'll pray for the dog and for you.
And I think you are the coolest person EVER and I am so
happy that you are in LMS with me, because I don't know if
I could survive.

It sucks how a feeling of pure euphoria can melt into this
sullied and goddamn frustrated feeling.
And I know you've prbably heard this trillions of times before, but
sometimes some of our best blessings are our unanswered prayers.
Maybe thats the last thing you ever wanted to hear, but its true.

The beautiful dog is in dog heaven---
sometimes I wonder why that sort of shit happens because when its done its done and you just wanna explode...and no matter how hard you want to change something, you cant and that yearning is so freaking strong but no matter what you do, life remains.

I don't know,
maybe I'm being melodramatic but I think I know where you're coming from.

see you tomorrow
i'll be working on some mindgames
:o)~ Alia

[backwardsriver]

dogs are pretty resilent, im sure it'll be fine, especilly if it was a big dog. i mean this in the most unfunny way possible, but once my mom hit a hobbo, and he was fine. your such a great guy, and im not perticlarly religious, but if there is a god, im sure he'll make things work out well for you in the end, they usualy do. things, working in the end that is.