Ich bin unruhig.

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[logan607]

You have to focus on something else for a bit. Busy and distractions are good at times like this.

I hope you get some sun and feel better soon.

www.loganlo.com

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Is that a "stop polluting my friends page, dammnit!" request?

[logan607]

Not at all! It's a I'm concerned you're getting depressed and hope you're doing something about it request.

I'm a bit worried that you might be.

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When I read my mind starts drifting . . . I'll still be reading, but without acknowledging the meaning of any of the words. Within a few minutes I generally realize I'm not comprehending anything, but rather thinking of doing something else or even dreaming, if not hallucinating.

When I write a single paragraph this becomes a huge accomplishment, and I stare at the clock telling myself "get this done within forty-five minutes." I get it done, but it's more like 4-5 hours later.

I'll be tired, and I'll want to sleep . . . but I tell myself "just one more thing" and then it's 4am again.

I'll be uncomfortable doing something, or even relatively bored ( when I should be sleeping ) and so I'll search out food . . . over, and over again till I can't eat anymore.

I'm not sure what to do about this. I try to discipline my mind and control it, but it's hard. You know?

[quotamour]

You're heartbreaking, and I adore you. Take good care, sweetie.

*gentle hugs*