of love being given out. I am obnoxious, violent, deceitful and secretive. What is it that brings them forth ( Read more... )

I have decided to get the United Nation's emblem tattooed on my body.

It is sad and unfortunate that coffee, tea and medicine have practically replaced my meals.

Yet, the will power lays in me not biting my nails. For now it is easy, since I can't tolerate the pain in my fingertips. I am afraid of what will happen one they heal though.

I meant to bring up my work. Yesterday I sold a print for $45.00. My matted photographs have been hanging in the diversity center for a few months now . . . I never went to my own opening or to even look at them! As for today, I am delivering a few prints to be put into some poetry book. At first I thought it was a joke, but I guess it's real ( Read more... )

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I really feel a live. I need a partner though, someone to force me into tougher contorts. Earlier in the shower I was looking at my legs, and even they look better already. I just want to be happy. I want to achieve. I am doing whatever I can. I have sacrificed more than you know. Do you realize that since August I have only spend one weekend ( Read more... )

I can't believe they're making me choose.

I know what I want, now let me have it.

It means more to me than he knows. Distance is vast . . . and I subject myself to all kinds of abuse. I pace, hesitate, and at times I collapse and cry. I do it all. I want to express this, I want to show you who I am with a glance, yet I cannot do that . . . can I ( Read more... )