I've experienced nothing so bad as having everyone else pretend that they own me.

Its the same pattern of behavior that made me leave Cobourg, people following me, looking at me, pointedly not looking at me, acting like I am not an individual, acting like they know me in some way, acting like I am flipping out for no reason.

They're stupid. And ( Read more... )

"Are you OK with Google tracking you?"

Why yes, yes I am. I am OK with an AI whose sole purpose and actions are to take my data and store it for my own future purposes. If it's being used in conjunction with other things, shitty-ass laws for instance, then it would be the laws that are in error. That's how I see it.

This is NOT the same as being OK ( Read more... )

I am fully NOT impressed with the actions of those who have deigned to publicize, or fake publicize, my online and/or in person sexual life. (think tech...)

I hope you realize that due to desiring privacy of my sexual life and being, I will likely just stop acting on any part of sexuality, and it will be due to the lack of privacy I have, and ( Read more... )

Had a walk. Of course had people follow me. I feel dead inside.

Not that I'm not being watched while in my room too as I write this, but, you know, that's not physically around me.

People disgust me.

It's called celiac disease. Ingestion of gluten, somewhere along the lines of 10-20ppm (that's parts-per-million to those people who don't understand...so small that weight doesn't even matter as a measure) triggers an inflammatory reaction that starts in my small intestines. I also seem to get nervous system damage from it, if I've been 'glutened ( Read more... )

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pEHNhYg8AsM

and the power of art

Every pound I lose puts me through psychiatric withdrawal.

I don't recall all the medications I've been on. All of them are fat soluble though. All of them have had horrible withdrawal.

I had what I believe to be fake sounds wake me up again. I. Do. Not. Trust. You.

Fasting is a religious practice. I don't like to eat much these days because I am not ( Read more... )

I need it more than anything else right now and in the foreseeable future. If you want to grant me a wish, you'd give me that.

Maybe you wouldn't all look the same to me if you weren't all hip-deep wading in shit. I mean sin. I mean negative karma.

Quit scaring my cat. Quit harassing me. Sides? Your concepts of 'sides' is not representative of basic reality, and I reject them.

Only a......would turn you down, would turn this down, right?

My side hurts.

I have non-menstrual bleeding now.

I have significant pain in my back on the one side still.

Given the other technology that's been used to harass me, I'm beginning to believe that this has been done to me, and is not the natural phenomenon that I thought it once was. But maybe not. I'm just actually starting to believe that it could be.

Entirely ( Read more... )