hedonism is not just sex and drugs

[cavum_oris]

i believe in moments of pure pleasure, shared.  in the end thats all i want to remember of life, and life itself becomes a neverending effort to multiply those moments to infinity.  all stress is the fear of losing those and never finding them again

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[lostraven]

"something strange though, about my ability to live now when i know that now will not last. i am only truly here when i know there is an end. when i know i am not trapped. i seek instability."

You need not seek instability. Instability surrounds us at every
moment. We are instability. We are infinitely unstable. From moment
to moment, we live with "now" changing. There's nothing unusual
about living with it; it's only unusual to live from moment to
moment knowing it won't last. Keep livin' knowing that.

Warmly,

-Shawn