I thought I was over this... guess not. I hate this. I'm not stressed about college, that, I can handle. This whole family-falling-apart stuff, not so much. Thanksgiving sucked so freaking hard, it wasn't even funny.
I almost broke my promise not to hurt myself anymore. Almost. Thank God for one of my friends... and my sense of honor. I never break a promise if I can help it.
In the meanwhile, I'm gonna go sleep or something. I don't want to think anymore tonight.