Oh man i feel so sick. I don't even know what it is my entire body aches, i can't swallow, i have an unrelenting headache. I have like zero strength i couldn't make it into the bathroom to take out my contacts last night ( Read more... )

well i thought i would do a quick update before work. I found out that i use to have muscle dysmorphia which is like reverse anorexia. Where you keep wanting to get more and more muscular. I think i am over being muscular i just enjoy being athletic now.. but I do think i have an eating disorder because i'll binge eat then i'll work out like a nut ( Read more... )

I have been searching for food since 9.... and finally at three i have found what i want, a bowl of cereal.... well i think it is time to go to bed soon ( Read more... )

I have been a pretty good mood lately. I'm not poor anymore, christmas is coming soon, i have all the friends i'll ever need, school is almost out, lots of free time to spend time with my jeep, i really miss her sometimes maybe i'll get her something for christmas. On another note i'm not fat or anything but i can't seem to stay at a constant ( Read more... )

Yea so the last week i have been writing papers and such, not fun... But today is my sister chester's birthday!! she is 12 today, what a big girl. She is in a play tonight i wish i could go but... i have to go to church for my aunt's wedding rehearsal. That should be cool though... I can't wait for the wedding though!! it is going to be awesome and ( Read more... )

Well to kick off my friday i woke up early went to the gym, then i failed a spanish exam but luckily we get to drop one and all my other grades are like 80 and up..... Then i had a chem exam, eak i am not sure how i did.... the first two i didn't do so hot on because i didn't show my work at all then i didn't she enough of my work... WEll to ( Read more... )

Yeah... i have so much to do and i have actually been getting a lot of it done!! I need write an english paper on fairy tales and write my own fairy tale tonight. I have some good ideas for that but if anyone could give me some more that would be fantastic ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a few days but.... Thanksgiving was great, went to the Notre Dame Hamden football game, then i went to my cousin's for my families Thanksgiving dinner Italian style, and we played pinochle again. Who won? yours truly ( Read more... )

WEll it is time for me to go to work soon.... i just got a call from one of my friends and i told him how i drank last weekend and he like flipped out he was like no fucking way! now he wants me to drink with him tonight at his house. I'm thinking about it... but i really don't want to drink because i have to drive home so maybe i'll have a single ( Read more... )

Well i have spent the past two nights doing my christmas shopping. i find it difficult to shop for some people because i am poor and i hate to just get someone a cheesy gift and everything. I like shopping for some people like Alex, chester and gracie!!! actually i like shopping for everyone but those are my favoritest people. but it looks like ( Read more... )