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I am getting closer and closer to hitting the wall. It's going to happen soon. My body is going to tense up, I won't be able to move my hands, my heart will be pounding, I will start crying and I will crumble to the ground and just start to shiver. I can feel it. I am COMPLETELY on edge. I'm not going to hurt myself or freak out or anything...
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Sounds like you're having a really tough time right now. I hope everything is okay. And I know you know this but you are a TOUGH girl, you proved this time and time again by not giving up a long time ago when things started getting rough. How easy would it been to have stopped school all together the first time you were in the hospital? But you are determined and you want a degree, and you'll earn it. It may take a little longer becasue of all the circumstances, but that's okay. Everyone understands why you might need a little more time, adn no one will look down on you for that. Keep pushing and fighting. (Think back to JV soccer sophmore year.... you couldn't let Jeff win, you have to win here too :)same thing.) Anyway, you know you can always call when you need anythign at all.
Love always,
Em
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