for Chris

[cbrlova6942]

I don't like half of your friends. No, I lied, I just don't like Gary. But at least I am civil toward him. Unlike you toward Rachel. It is none of your buisness who I hang out with now. If you didn't care about me in some way shape or form, you would careless about who my friends are. Or what "parties" I go to or not. Ohh and your beloved Crystal

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[cdaddy64]

so you're right. i'm an immature piece of shit. what does this change? i don't date crystal. and i trust her not to do anything nick would disapprove of. she is not my ward. i made the mistake in thinking you were. i couldn't make you happy, and i cant be happy. thats really all there is to it. you do whatever makes you happy, and i'll continue to be content with my misery. maybe some day soon i'll have a heart attack and i wont have to deal with the pain anymore. all the sugar and fat i've been eating should make short work of me soon. i guess i reall will kill myself. o well, i led a life. not a particularly good one, but it was one. meh, goodbye

[cbrlova6942]

Look, I told you that I would give up my life for you. I told you that I would do anything for you. But you didn't want it. So whatever. I did everything in my power to try to make you happy. You deserve happiness. The mistake you made if you thought I was your ward after we broke up was not talking to me and telling me. I tried to talk to you. I tried to understand what exactly it was that you wanted. And when you said that you didn't want to date me, you gave up all your rights that made me yours to protect. That was your only mistake. Once we broke up, I was no longer your ward.

I am sorry that you feel like you have not led a good life. I tried to make things work with us. I tried to make you happy and not miserable.

[cdaddy64]

your mistake was in trying. i was not created for happiness, and can never know what true happiness is. it is just the way of my life.

[cbrlova6942]

I am sorry that you think that you were not created for happiness. I think that you just don't quite grasp the concept of happiness. I believe that one day you will find happiness. Your life will get better.

I believe that you are mad at me because I have moved on alot quicker than you thought I would. But you made it very clear last week, that you wanted nothing to do with me in that way.

I am sorry that you think that me trying to make the love of my life happy was a mistake. I definately don't think it was.

[cdaddy64]

i know i cant possibly grasp your concept of happiness. because if happiness is staying out till 6AM with a bunch of people that do nothing but get high and drunk, then i don't want to be happy. i'll stick with misery. it has higher morality.

[cbrlova6942]

That is not my concept of happiness. That happened one time. I never got high or drunk. I've been happy just being me. I enjoyed being with people. I haven't had the company of anyone but you and Rachel for a long ass time. And I didn't forget about the game. But that's not what we were talking about.

[la_luna_regina]

/hands Jess a cookie
/hands Chris a cookie

/sits in her respective corner and hoards the rest of the cookies

You never called to check in with me Jess last friday :( I had to work anyways on Saturday so I wouldnt have been able to go out anyways :( :( :( I keep having 36 hour work weeks it seems and I am new on the job... was banging my head against the wall yesterday sooo boring. Today (being sat) is my only day off this week :( Take care of yourself Me.

~I~