I cant stand all this coughing i've been doing, my head feels like it bout to explode, my eyes even hurt. I cant stand having to make the decision to go back to work or not. I cant stand any of this crap anymore. I cant stand not knowing.I really dont wnat to be on this earth anymore, I'm so sick and tired of everything.

John McCain's remarks about the Pledge of Allegiance ( Read more... )

Work like you don't need the money
Love like you've never been hurt
Dance like no one is watching

I went to work all week last week.....however, only every other day (tues and thurs) this week.....oops.....cass got on my case about it (as she should have).

SO I've gone to work 4 days straight now. Wont be getting that great of a paycheck, but it'll be some money. I hurt pretty bad though, my body is no longer used to the torture of working there, but it'll get used to it again eventually. This weekend I'll be hanging out with fraggle and jasmine....sat is helping them find an apartment somewhere near ( Read more... )

I know i dont post often. Sorry. Call me if ya want to know something. If ya dont have my number-ASK! Geez. Anyway. Anyone want name-brand kinda perfume or cologne? I know someone who sells it for bout $20. Just ask.

So I havent posted in 10 weeks. wow. life has been one fucked up thing happening after another. Megan had her baby on dec.3rd. She is now a month old. macenzie patricia jonas. I probably spelled that first name wrong. She was 7pds 3 ounces. She is a really cool baby. Here she is about 10 minutes after she was born. I really dont feel like saying ( Read more... )

La-de-da. I have stuff to say but for some reason dont want to say it now. Weird. Ok, well, megan's baby shower went better than I thought it would and wasnt as draining as i thought it would be. I think I'm in trouble at work--just a gut feeling. Yeah. same boring, negative stuff ( Read more... )

Didnt have enough money for the tattoo. DAMNIT! I also failed my first microbiology test and I dont think I did too well on my human biology test. snap shit hell.

School is boring yet interesting. The classes bore me, but I like learning the material despite the boriness. I have a test on both tuesday and thursday though. They might actually be hard, since each has so much material. For the record--i am only quitting school for a year or so, I am downright tired of it and have been since I graduated high ( Read more... )

I dont know if I mentioned that megan is pregnant. Its a girl. I'm still in school but am quitting either after this semester or the next. I worked my first ever double today and feel beaten now. I moved (I kept track) 2600 packages in the first 2 1/2 hours. The following 6 hours involved moving around 4000 more packages. I think it was worth ( Read more... )