Damn I’m fucking tired as a moa fo. Lol Trey said moa fo today to me at work. It was like “damn Bec your darker than a moa fo!” lmao yeah today I finally got off my lazy ass and worked. It was like the first time in 5 days! And that is odd because I love to work. But anyways I went to work in my awesome uniform. I guess my uniform isn’t all too bad ( Read more... )

From as young as I can remember I always loved 4th of July. It has always been my favorite holiday! And I know it may sound odd, but you know when you had those things in grade school asking about your “favorites”-holiday was always one and 4th of July was always it! And when you would share there was always a puzzled face on the teacher’s face ( Read more... )

Hum, well it finally happened! Marcel finally said I guess we will be “just friends.” Wow this actually kind of makes me think about the whole “thing” between us! I had to be the stupidest girl in the world to fall for the words this boy was telling me! Now I see that just because some guy is very literate person doesn’t mean he is what he says he ( Read more... )

My god yesterday was one day I probably won’t forget. It wasn’t the good kind that you want to remember, but the kind that will stick to you forever! I woke up yesterday not feeling good at all…the mentally ill kind, not the real sick kind. Well I made my self like this for one reason and it was boy trouble! god I hate when you allow yourself to be ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like a burden was lifted off of your shoulders? Today that happened for me! I woke up around 7 and couldn’t sleep so I decided that I was going to go dance. I stopped at Kwik Trip first, in Sparta and got a latte’. I don’t know how everyone functions with out them, they are just so wonderful! LoL As I was driving to lacrosse I ( Read more... )

Ok like promised my beach trip ( Read more... )

Goodness, Tonight I got some great advice that I thought was fucking dumb at first. And the reason why was because I thought it was Marcel just jealous that I wasn’t hanging out with him and wanted to go to the party with Hannah. But Marcel knew I want one really for parting and drinking and that is why he told me. But I didn’t listen to him! ( Read more... )

Today we are off to the Ocean! I called Brittany who has been down there since Friday. She said that she is having and awesome time, and thinks it will be cooler once I get down there! Haha that was nice, I guess since I’m a VERY outgoing person they think I will do some crazy stuff! Well I probably will but its all in fun! Im happy because almost ( Read more... )

WOW, how much rejection do can you take until you have enough? Especially from a person you like! I never knew how much it hurt to be rejected, until now. Damn I’m so sorry to all of those boys I rejected in the past, I know now how it feels! But still I keep going back and offering and asking to do stuff. And it kills me because it was my last ( Read more... )

Wow, I never realized how much some of the sermons in church can have you thinking about what’s going on in your life at this time. I don’t think I have ever been that touched by anything in my life! I left there with tears in my eyes. I guess today I went to church with an open mind and actually paid attention, Other than during the music and ( Read more... )