wow retreat was all sad. i hate being like the only emotional one in my youth group. i cried on sunday. a lot. i still am really sad. not just about that though. other things. still about the previous post. i hate not knowing. i'm sorry that this is so cryptic ( Read more... )

well i don't really know what i wanna talk about, which is kinda odd because its me and i like to talk. hmmm. but i do know that i don't want to write that english paper yet. ugh. stupid papers. i hate writing scholarship essays, especially when i have my mom breathing down my back. if i'm not doing something related to that then she says i need to ( Read more... )

wow i am super bored. at least i am not sick tho. i wish i had enough money to go to slovakia. i wish i could figure things out. i really wanna buy something. i wish a lot of things. i want things to change and i wanna move out but i don't wanna leave my friends. why is it that little kids have so much money? i mean honestly, my sister has so much ( Read more... )

ugh. i feel so icky now. i hate being sick, especially when there is mass stuff i need to do. like scholarship applications. and cleaning my room. there's so much stuff in there its hard to exist anywhere besides the bed. ok. i need to motivate myself now. at least enough to do the scholarship thing as its due soon.

wow! i am in such an AWESOME mood! i think that its because mrs pennell talked about king's island today and we go on the 13th and like 5 days later i am going to charleston sc and then GRADUATION!!!! and then steel drum trip=no sales tax!!! it will be so great! i guess that thats kinda far away, but its almost february and that is a short month. ( Read more... )

omg! i am updating 2 days in a row. i was just extra bored i guess. and if anyone is bored tonight they should come to the wind ensemble concert tonight. it will be extra good fun. jk. but i better find a tape so i can tape the oc which is on tonight. it will be so good tonight, but lets be honest...they are all good. i will find one though ( Read more... )

so i got the MRI today and it was not as bad as i thought. i had this itch in my ear and it wouldn't go away but it was soon resolved. good thing that it wasn't an hour long becuase i had to pee real bad towards the end. i won't find out the results until like monday probably. we'll see how that works out ( Read more... )

so i went to the orthopedic dr yesterday. i have been going to pyhsical therapy for about a month, and i thought it was helping, but sunday my knee just started hurting randomly and its hurt on and off again since then. so since it hasn't gotten better i need to get and MRI done to see if i tore something. let's hope that they have one where i don' ( Read more... )

it has taken me absolutely forever to post something else. like 1 quarter as thomas pointed out to me ( Read more... )

so the last cross country meet EVER (for me, obviously) was on saturday. it sucked and all because i didn't get faster at all this year. it was sad and i cried. it still hasn't really hit me that i won't be back there next year doing it all over again ( Read more... )