It's been one of those days...
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Three updates in a week? What's wrong with me? haha
Anyways, so today has been a bit rough for me and I need to vent. If you wish to not view my ranting then move along, otherwise it's under the cut.
Ok I have many reasons why I am frustrated right now, and I need to express them:
1. I'm frustrated that I am not pushing myself to be the teacher I know I can be. I keep letting things get in the way and I am going to resolve that starting tomorrow. It's going to be hard, but this is something I need to do for me and my career.
2. I'm frustrated that a friend has hurt me very badly and they have no idea and I probably won't ever tell them. However, I'll never act the same around them again.
3. I'm frustrated that on Saturday, I will have 2 people in my apartment that I have no seen in years and don't know if I feel entirely comfortable about that given the last time I saw each of them.
4. I'm frustrated with my car... it's a piece. The same thing that was wrong in Dec. is wrong again and I just want ot pay it off and be done with it.
5. I am frustrated with myself for not getting back in shape the way I wanted, and taht I can't fit into 3 of the 5 pairs of jeans I have. ugh.
6. I want the woman who lives below me and David to shut the fuck up at 6:10am. asldfkjaslkdfj
Ok, I think I'm done.
Now, to keep this light, haha, I will say what I am happy about:
1. I have an amazing family. They are so supportive.
2. I am thankful for the awesomeness of my future in-laws. Both families have been so supportive with the decisions David and I have made.
3. I have 5 friends that I know I can tell anything to and they will listen and offer good, sound advice. Without judging me.
4. David is one of the greatest people to come into my life. I couldn't ask for someone more loving, caring, funny and charming. He's amazing =)
5. Gracie is my child and I love her. She's a hilarious animal and has quite the attitude at times. She gets it from me and her aunts though. Love her.
6. I can be as frustrated as anything and one of the students will make me giggle. I have to keep reminding myself that's why I do this.
7. I have a job and while it's frustrating, I am happy to have one.
If you actually read that, then thanks.