oh fuck

[ccrucifix]

I ripped it up because I didn't want to tempt myself with re-reading it.

I don't know if I should be angry or sad.

I wish I had friends that cared or even friends that didn't care but it looks like I am running short on both.

Don't waste your time ok?

Comments

[mydirtyego]

I really want to know what dorm you're staying in at Academy.

[ccrucifix]

I'm not sure my parents haven't told me. But I'll tell you when I know. I'm supposedly going up there on the 29 to do another tour. And moving on the 18 of August. How about you?

[mydirtyego]

The 18th? So soon!

I'm staying in International House, but as to when I'm moving up, no idea. The school hasn't given me any kind of specifics.

[ccrucifix]

That's where I wanted to stay cause it's co-ed (right?) but my parents made me put it as my last choice.

[and_saturnine]

Alx, I'm your friend.

[iammyowndamngod]

Im your friend also.

And you cant escape my logic, either.

[glorythis]

i fucking love you and i care
dont ever suspect for a moment that i dont

i'm sorry that i've been wrapped up in my own world
i'm sorry

[ccrucifix]

there's no reason for you to be sorry

[glorythis]

i just dont want you to feel unloved
and i dont think i've been doing a very good job of loving you lately

[so_contrived]

is it that they don't care or that you're only looking down?