I am a man

Jan 30, 2009 14:00



 
Title: I am a man
Length: ?/?
Pairings: None yet
Fandom: SHINee, Super Junior, DBSK

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Disclaimer: I do NOT own them. Only my imagination.
Summary: This is a prologue from Taemin's point of view. Telling you about some things and so on. Almost giving up hope when it comes to love. It's pretty sad and I didn't think about it until I read it XD (^^;;) I think this fanfic will be a really sad one, I hope XD hehe. Wish me luck~

Genre: Friendship, Love, Drama and maybe other stuff
Author:


I am a man

Prologue

Embrace it. Embrace every emotion you’ve got. No matter what it is, it has a big meaning for life. Without feelings you are nothing. It can hurt and it can feel wonderful. Every emotion is special making you unique. Those who’ve only experienced happiness will feel pain and those who have been sad will soon discover happiness. No one’s perfect even though they say they are. They are just too scared to show their true selves. Anyway. I’ve realized something about love. It can be like a soap bubble, flower, candle and so many more things. Each has something in common. They can be wonderful and then end up in darkness. For example the flower; it can grow big and beautiful but then it will wither and die. The candle can burn with a flame and then someone will blow it out and it won’t burn anymore. There are so many things we can relate love to but we don’t really think about it. I never did until my break up. I was on my way of giving up hope of finding someone for me. But then he came. The one who took me in his arms, embrace me. He loved me for who I was and I loved him. Our love was so strong and I felt like nothing could destroy it but when you least expect it, it will vanish just like he did. He left me for someone else. All my relationships have been bad as hell. Or well, it started good but ended bad. I had given up hope of love. I didn’t want to fall in love again. They all say the same thing. “Oh I love you. I will never leave you.” And so on but they do! They leave you, well they leave ME. And I have been faithful to them but NO they just use me as a doll and then off they go to the next one when this one is broken, but it’s because they don’t take care of it! Stupid bastards. I’ve decided to not fall in love. No matter how strong my feelings for him will be I WON’T fall in love. I’ve made that promise to myself. That’s because I know I will end up lonely again.

”Prologue

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