is there any hope left or should i send it away with the rest?

soooo am i pathetic that if the most fun i had in awhiel was going to gillroys today with bre??

so i think my arms are going to fall off since i had to lift today and i have no muscle in my arms. then we had jump training which was prett fun and we di flipping planks and it made me think of track.

sooo despite the crappy mood today cameron surely cheered me up because he just rocks liek that.

well i love you

soo becca stayed the night last night it was fun had to go shopping today and it was lame but i saw my cousin and marely and sarah.

saw charlie and the chocoalte factory again....

mom is up north....

now im bored and yeah.....

i want the tears to stop falling everynight and you to wipe them away and and just look into my eyes and tell me everything will be ok and hold me in your arms until the world fades away.

soo seen harry potter today and iwas pretty disappointed but it was still good.

hmm so yeah im not sure about stuff anymore. im sick of the depression i want it to go away along with the past.

guess what???

i have aim again....it only took over an hour!!!

so yesss work again today but hten i dotn work until friday which is pretty sweet. and actually this weekend wasnt as bad as i thoguthit would be. well minus the raking of the yard all day friday. soo saterday got some new awesome volleyball shoes mmhmm and unfortunately spandex as well arg. theni rented some movies and tyler came over and watched ( Read more... )

why do people think i need a boyfriend?

soo lets see saterday when i was at work my dad decided hey lets be more of an asshole tehni normally am and search threw jillians entire room. so yeah i came home to my room a bigger emss tehn it already was sooo iw as pissed. i mean he didnt find anythignillegal or anything.but he counted all teh money i had and iasked why i had so much and tehn ( Read more... )