2003

[cd1379]

Well, I'm back from ski camp and Shanty Creek. The new year celebration at my aunt and uncle's cottage was rockin, with Dick Clark to lead the party. Back at the homefront everyone was partying, too. I leave for a few days, come home, and I can't believe all the bullshit that I find. I guess I'm not surprised... I'm just surprised that it

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[chochogfunk]

Chris Chris Chris. Well i dont know what happened, mostly because its none of my business, But cheer up buckaroo~ Just cuz we're stuck in a bubble, doenst mean we cant cause any trouble~ (dont know if you have seen thatt movie) But seriously, if nothing else makes you smile, then at least rememeber, that you've got your best friend (that you've so longed to have) So lift the chin, and enjoy your break.....from Mrs. Corrion. Heh, well G'night.
Kate~

[nikdagreat]

oh goodness i'm sorry chris for worrying about you and trying to be, you know, a friend. honestly what on earth IS my problem? apparently all i do is lecture instead of help and you have a thousand apologies. but seeing that i don't have to worry about being a friend, i can tell you exactly what i fucking think. i'm sorry that i don't live in your fucking little idealogical world, but hey guess what? NO ONE DOES BUT YOU. it doesn't fucking exsist. maybe if you try listening to other view points, you wouldn't be so fucking stressed out and anal all the time. oh and i'm sorry my "lecture" isn't sugar-coated for you, but i as of this moment don't really fucking care about your feelings. i know you are upset, but that is no fucking excuse to be such a jackass to me b/c I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING! all i have to say is that next time you have trouble, i'll have to remember instead of trying to help you just to go and drown myself instead, rendben? i'm sick of your pity party bull shit anyway. woe betide you to take a problem and instead of

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[cd1379]

Aww, thanks for caring. "If I ever grow up, then we can talk." Take a long hard look at that statement. You don't even realize why I am upset. But, I guess you know it all. I guess I am the bad guy here because I'm not conforming to all the bullshit around me. You're no saint.

I just don't understand. But, it seems like you've got it aaaalll figured out. You can't begin to imagine how I feel about things right now, so don't act like you can.

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[nikdagreat]

i suppose i should explain that statement better. what i meant by it is that maybe when you can deal with your anger on a rational level instead of lashing out at people who are trying to help you, we can talk. quite frankly, i could care less what is going on between you and kayti b/c that is none of my business. of course i was worried about you both individually, but what went down between you two did not concern me. i just tried to help when you needed it. and how dare you try to label me the "queen of advice" when i seem to remember countless occasions when you came to me for it. don't you even try to make it out like i interfered on my own free will. the only times i ever interferred on my own is when i was worried about you or kayti. i see now that when you asked for my advice i should have just said, "i don't know" instead of going into one of my aforesaid lectures. oh and when's the last time i came to you and said, hey chris, i'm fucking mother theresa i'm perfect look at me look at me? never. so next time you claim

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[cd1379]

I was worried about the stuff that went down 2 nights ago for a long time before this. Everyone told me that it would be ok, and to not worry about it. Well, guess what? Everything I was afraid of happening did happen. It's not just one certain thing. Events that happened a long time before this involving other people are also a part of this. What did you tell me before I left? Think back to what you said, then remember what happened these past 2 or 3 days. Think long and hard, and then maybe you can begin to understand my position. You tried to play peacemaker, alright. It's pretty ironic that you should say that.

[mainsqeez03]

wow guys. i am so sorry for this big mess. i wasn't meaning for you guys to get into a fght. i screwed up, not either of you. i'm sorry.

[cd1379]

You're missing my point here. I really don't want to do this on livejournal, but I guess it's too late for that now.... it's too late for a lot of things right now. You focus on one part of what I wrote and defend yourself. I still can't believe you are missing the point. I'm sick and tired of this arguing.

We're all sorry here. Or maybe it's just me.