I love not going to school! But yet I still feel like I don't have time to do anything.  Me and Brittany went into Boston yesterday to do some graduation dress shopping.  I must say I got the most kickass dress, not your typical graduation style dress... def a Colleen style/Nantucket/summer/I love it dress!  No one is going to like it because it's ( Read more... )

Know what, I give up. Why do I stress myself over something that will NEVER actually happen at this point?  I don't understand this.  It's too late now, we are leaving in September, there is no point in going through even more torture by this point.  I'll be back in Boston soon which means back with my BU guys, I miss them so much already.  My ( Read more... )

I think I messed up.  You don't get that way over little things especially when I'm around.  I know that it could'nt have been me but I can't help thinking that it was.  I wish you would just tell me things instead of letting me worry and guess for days.  I know you care for me, but honestly when things like that happen it scares me.

"... Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong..."

"... Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one..."

"... I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be..."

"... For hating you, I blame myself
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Who else is beyond thrilled that they are out of high school? Today was kinda funny, starting with the hummer... whoever did that I fucking love you! Finals yeah haha right those were a good time! Honestly I'm not sad at all to be leaving, wicked excited is more the term. Everyone was walking around all sad that it's the last day of high school ( Read more... )

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where ( Read more... )

OK so prom, didn't suck as much as I thought it would. In fact it kicked ass. It was the best prom/semi/any type of school dance function that I have ever been to. And according to Von it was his favorite by far too. So that makes me happy to know that he wasn't tortured by it.  He found a friend too so he wasn't completely out of place feeling.  I ( Read more... )

OK raise your hand if you are not that excited for your own senior prom! The only parts I am actually excited for are: getting dressed up, having my nails done and hanging out with my date. I adore Copley, but we have the tiny ball room! The real ball room is amazing! Along with the little mermaid room, everyone should go hunt it down it kick's ass ( Read more... )

So this is me giving up on trying to make people happy.

This is me giving up on trying to figure you out.

This is me giving up on being with you.

This is me giving up on trying to change people.

This is me giving up on trying to be perfect.

This is me giving up on trying to understand people.

This is me giving up on explaining myself.

This is me ( Read more... )

OK school = over.

How many days is it? About 16 or something insane like that! That is the entire amount of term 4, crazy. So much is going on over the next month I can't wait!  I have two trip to 6 Flags planned... have a feeling that will change to 3 because of possibly owing someone big time!  This prom thing is still driving me crazy because I ( Read more... )