Been awhile babe. I guess i'm just not that good of a pen pal. Congratulations on GRADUATION. hope ur party was great. just survivin out here in norfolk. been stayin out of trouble and makin my bronco a monster. I miss u. wish i'd stayed in touch. I'm gonna change that though aight. bye babe.

Well, I have finally graduated from high school. I can not move on with my life, and grow up. Now my real life begins where the old one left off. I am looking forward to seeing new things in now what I would like to call new eyes. I am getting old but now I have been givin the chance to start over in one way or another. I can finally get a real job ( Read more... )

Well, I have 4 school days left until I graduate the fifth day. I can't wait, but yet I am so scared. I don't know whats to come afterward. I don't know if I'll make it to college or whether I will make it to graduation. I'm passing everything so far,but yet what if I get killed that day of the last day. If that day the last day or is it really the ( Read more... )

I guess Kyle has chosen to forget me. Thats up to him. I will not call anymore, seeing as how when I do he is busy or he is not around. It is now up to him whether we stay in contact. I know he's in the NAVY so I will leave it up to him. I hope he does eventually call me or maybe even write me again.But on to something else. I haven't heard from ( Read more... )

I guess Kyle has just left me here, without a word, without a thing. I guess he doesn't want to have to deal with me at all. I guess he doesn't even want to be friends. He seems like he doesn't want to even talk, but I guess thats call up to him. But I guess I've got to get going. Bye

CDR

I haven't heard from Kyle in along time. I think he might be upset unless he finally left to go and do something I think I'm not aloud to talk about unless it's between him and me. But I miss talking to him. When I call he's usually busy and he says he'll call me back, I'll give him props for actually calling me back but it takes him weeks later to ( Read more... )

I thought you weren't going to write in this journal anymore so I wrote that entry. But I have to say once and for all that I'm sorry, but it wasn't about you. It was about my NAVY friend Brendan. I see you and talk to you more than I do him. I have to tell you, I do still have some feelings for you, but I know it won't work out that way. I love ( Read more... )

Why can't we say these things face to face? Hell i'd even settle for a decent chat on the tele. I hope that this isn't just because u want something that u can't have. What i mean is that ur in school in texas, i'm in virginia, and because u can't have me at the moment u want me. it seems that u never feel this way (or at least u don't express ( Read more... )

Dreams come and go. This one that I had of you will never leave me. The thought of you will never leave my mind. You take my breath away. You make me speechless every time. You are constantly in my dreams where you will remain until I have you in my arms. But thats all in my head, all in my dreams.

CDR

I have missed the time we have spent with each other. I got just a little taste of it again when you came back into town, but I want more. I wish you didn't have to go. I wish you could have just stayed here. You are thinking of leaving me, but I can't let you go. I care for you. But if you have to let me go to get on with your life then I will ( Read more... )