me spilling my guts out to joshua...bleh

[cease_power]

vs the Elephant (2:51:23 AM): i dont know. its alot of bullshit. but im going crazy in this town. and I need to get out of here into civilization so i can go to school and find a decent job. but my bf just says we dont have the money to move and hes afraid to find a new job. so it makes me aggitated all the time. i feel stuck.
ezekiel 29720 (2:51:42

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[kittyvanwinkle]

haha.
i feel exactly the same way you do!
butt tell gary that if you get financial aid etc. you can go to school!
that stuff helps out a lot and you can take out a loan once you get yerrr job you love you can pay the loan back?
that's a possibility.

but i feel ya on everything you said.
man, does it suck D:

[cease_power]

yeah well i mean the whole school thing isnt a money issue. its just moving to where i can go to school. i live in the smallest town and theres o job or school opportunities here at all. if we moved, there would be tons.

[kittyvanwinkle]

why doesn't gary want to move?
is his job that good?
what's he do? o;

want me to get on aim?
[:
killtheparasite
i'll be on so we can talk.
because i'm sure if he searched for a job now and called places for an interview then it wouldn't be a problem...
staying in that small town isn't good for you and there are no opportunities for you, like you said.
plus, he should think "wow, my gf would be so much happier there, we should do that"
and i know gary's not a bad guy.
but i'm sure he could find lotsa good opportunities for jobs further out there.

[cease_power]

idk hes been doing it for years and makes decent money.
i guess hes just afraid of starting over, ya know.
but it aggitates me. that he wont do it for me.
i moved all the way here for him.
and he cant move an hour.
idk :[
and yeah i just got home, im sorry if you waited on aim for me.
:[[[
ill most likely be on later though, you can text me if you want to!