alls i remember ( Read more... )

a.m.

when was the last time i was up this late?
hell if i know.

i need to move
QUICK
and start my ears.
QUICK

i think my life is getting pretty stagnant
and im going tokeep looking for things to change
until i dont know who i am anymore.

philosophical misanthrope 

but upon finding my old live journal (haha crazy) i thought id post it.
oh boy was i angsty!

Im so tired of this scene,
of this metaphorical gun i have to keep in the drawer
next to me at night, just in case
it all becomes a bit too much

I used to think that the way things were,
they were only temporary.
on the one hand i was pretty dead on
the blissful ( Read more... )

when they havent bothered to talk to me in 6 months.

how dumb are people?
do they think i moved all the way to north carolina
to get the hell away from them
just to let MYSELF stay the same way you made me?
yeah right.

read a fuckin book.

i hate how they will argue that they have changed, when they are still the fucking same.
and yet assume im still ( Read more... )

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set of people in my life.
people have these friends
these groups
these people
that they see all the time and love and respect and WANT to be around
who just drive them to be better and more creative and live to this fuller extent.

i want that so bad.
i havent really ever had those people, those friends.

ive been fortunate to have some close friends in my ( Read more... )

so im watching the boys play halo3 (not that i dont want to fucking play and pwn some noobssss) and im FINALLY getting some time to just sit online so i thought id go ahead and update ( Read more... )

 decent birthday
good job interview

life involves so much planning

tattoos, moving, phones, school, cars, work...so much planning

 about to go to my job interview
birthday tomorrow.
woot.

sick again
fuck that noise.

i better hear about this job soon
breakdown, here i come.

birthday saturday
have no clue what to do.

pm medicine is kicking in
night night