in the song about being alone again they say

"I got ready for the future to arrive."

and it makes me not have anything to say
because that's exactly how i feel sometimes
even though i'm not alone again

I'M LOSING IT
THEY HURT
THEY HURT BECAUSE I CAN HARDLY FEEL THEM
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FOLLOW THEM
wherever they've gone to
i had everything figured out
EVERYTHING
now i know nothing
nothing, nothing
i'm afraid that i'm boring
i'm afraid that i'm copping out
I HAVE NEVER GOTTEN THIS FAR BEFORE
i am so afraid
so, so afraid
so AFRAID

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hoorah! hoorah!

don't stop now.

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i poked my eye this morning and it still hurts very very badly.
i'm going to go sleep some more because that's the best thing to do of late.
i got a name tag.

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notes! yay notes!

i am going to bed right at this moment because the only thing i want to do for hours and hours is sleep.

that's not actually true (the second part) but it is definitely one of the top three things.

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yes i will steal from cam



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So, the whole world is sick and I don't think I am going to escape it, but lately I have been doing things like sleeping and driving on the highway and nothing's turned out too badly so far ( Read more... )

i miss halloween feeling like halloween