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[cecil_bee]

It seems like lately I'm having a terribly difficult time not telling people that I don't care. I have been trying to fight the apathy monster for the sake of the weird family thing I have now. Honestly it surfaces with Erin more often than it should and i end up feeling a little bad about it later. How do you convincingly fake interest in

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[dwyfan]

Meth helps. Or morphine, depends on the direction you want to take it. Aside from drugs you can always use friends as a catalyst. By tearing them down you build your self, I say. But then again I havent slept in some time and need to get to a job interview so im just rambling and working on this pot of coffee. I hope I dont look all cracked out when I get there. You should move here man and I guess the Women and her kids too but only if she gets a coffee shop job I need a good coffe house hook up and a movie theatre hook up then I think my life is complete ramble ramble ramble... your fortune cookie says life gets boring sometimes but it cant stay that way forever.

[cecil_bee]

you're strange. Drugs don't work, they made me more apathetic and a bit more self-absorbed.

[dwyfan]

not a 9 though

[cecil_bee]

true. But i did go from a 3 to a 5 or something like that. but at least i'm not a 9, i mean i'm not commitable or anything.;)

[masakist]

indeed, you cannot fake empathy. you can, however, take teh time to realize the effect your actions have on others and how the change in that relationship will eventually lead to a detriment in your happiness if you are not activiely working to build a more stable, more empathic relationship with that person

[masakist]

p.s. - not like you needed me to tell you any of this, but... ..

[perdypain]

this is some of the best advice I have ever heard you give.