Comments | cecilialisbon_: From all over my f-list....

cecilialisbon_

From all over my f-list....

Mar 25, 2005 23:55

leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. say anything. tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. tell me abut your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to ( Read more... )

Comments 17

kittyagony March 26 2005, 08:20:30 UTC

You are one of a special few on lj that I truely adore. You're sweet, caring & a downright gorgeous lady.

Not anonymous. But what the hell. :)

cecilialisbon_ March 26 2005, 15:49:00 UTC

*hugs like mad* That is so sweet of you! *hugs even more*

coco__ March 26 2005, 09:01:29 UTC

anonymous posting isn't allowed :-/

cecilialisbon_ March 26 2005, 09:12:03 UTC

*g* Trust me!

Fixed :)

anonymous March 26 2005, 17:58:47 UTC

i'm a little anorexic, a little more bulimic, and a lot alone.
the only boy i ever loved has used me ridiculously.
i have one friend who i do not even like...
i worry sometimes that no one will ever be able to love me because i am such a mess. and at the same time no one ever knows what a mess i am because i keep it so together in public. but i'm not. i'm out of control, i'm a wreck, i know that i need help only i'm not strong enough to get it. i HATE my body and i HATE myself sometimes too.

i come back here for comfort, because sometimes i think you girls are the only thing in the world that i have. and a lot of the time it is true.

anonymous March 26 2005, 18:25:34 UTC

I feel lonely about 80% of the time ( ... )

anonymous March 26 2005, 23:34:34 UTC

i dont think i'm ever going to be a real writer. i know i have the skill, but i dont think i have the ability to motivate myself. I think its this inability to motivate myself to follow thru on anything that's kept me so unsuccessful and poor all my adult life. i think its that more than the mental illness sometimes. and then i get confused and think that maybe thats the mental illness saying that to me.

oh yeah, sometimes the mental illness makes me hear voices. or its spirits trying to communitcate, but i think either ideas are equally crazy.

oh yeah, i had an erotic dream about an ex girlfriend this morning. i dont miss her in anyway, it was just so random, and i dont wanna tell my girlfriend in case she feels threatened by it in any way.