I don't know exactly where we stand, but he makes me feel so incredibly amazing.

and i dont know exactly what will happen with us when he leaves uncg and goes back to pennsylvania for the summer.

but all i can say is 8 hours is nothing when it comes to my heart.

A good friend of mine committed suicide last week.

I want to write to tell you all about the tragic story, but I can't get the words out right now.

Maybe in a few hours...

I wonder how I would be in life if I was not attractive and did not have a semi-decent body(primarily, breasts). Like, who would be in my life, who would I have never met, how would people treat me. I'm getting to the point where I wish I could be viewed primarily as a human being(WHAT a wish right?!). No one at school respects me and takes me ( Read more... )

my best friend michael mauney is coming today to spend the ENTIRE weekend with me!!!!! I CANNOT WAIT!! and then in 3 weeks I'm going down for the weekend to stay with him at Furman to see him, of course, and THE FUCKING FORMAT again. WOO WEE i'm in love with them ( Read more... )

hope everyone had a restful weekend and spent good time with family. i sure did. spring break has ended and my classes resume tomorrow. BLAH. pretty uneventful SB minus my short beach trip ( Read more... )

snow, in Winston-Salem, on April 7th?????

this poor, poor earth is slowly dying...

man, spring break kinda blows when none of your friends are home for theirs ( Read more... )

I'm falling so hard my head is spinning.

He makes me feel alive.

The Format is tomorrow.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!

I can't even begin to describe how incredible this past week was.

And now I am empty...

..and my heart aches.

goddamn.

i can never win.

i will NEVER win.