Soooo

Jul 12, 2006 20:43

myJisWATER11 (7:23:11 PM): hey lauren
laaa laa lauren (7:23:12 PM): calling jenn
laaa laa lauren (7:23:39 PM): hey
myJisWATER11 (7:23:40 PM): do you totally hate me
myJisWATER11 (7:23:58 PM): ?
myJisWATER11 (7:24:03 PM): im sorry babe
myJisWATER11 (7:24:10 PM): i got mad cuz it hoguht you overrecated
myJisWATER11 (7:24:12 PM): but you really didint
laaa laa lauren (7:24:29 PM): ok
laaa laa lauren (7:24:49 PM): you made your choice
myJisWATER11 (7:24:58 PM): i didnt do antyhing
myJisWATER11 (7:25:04 PM): you tohught i amde a choice and broke up with me
laaa laa lauren (7:25:41 PM): I'm not an idiot
laaa laa lauren (7:25:47 PM): I knew what was up
myJisWATER11 (7:25:48 PM): i know that babe
myJisWATER11 (7:25:52 PM): no you didnt
myJisWATER11 (7:25:55 PM): i cant kid aoerund
myJisWATER11 (7:26:02 PM): its not liek i can do anything im a 1000 miles away
laaa laa lauren (7:26:13 PM): You aren't kidding around when you tell Morgen that you are trying to choose between us
laaa laa lauren (7:26:32 PM): You aren't kidding around when you said that we were worthless if we couldn't have something after 2 years
laaa laa lauren (7:26:54 PM): And if Mindy will drop out of high school to move up to NY with you, than she's better for you than I could ever be
myJisWATER11 (7:27:18 PM): she wouldnt do thast
myJisWATER11 (7:27:23 PM): who said that
myJisWATER11 (7:27:27 PM): hor would i ask anyone to do that
myJisWATER11 (7:27:58 PM): nor*
laaa laa lauren (7:28:14 PM): Don't bitch at Morgen because he told me what was going on
laaa laa lauren (7:28:21 PM): I don't appreciate being left in the dark
laaa laa lauren (7:28:30 PM): You want to start something, start it with me
myJisWATER11 (7:28:55 PM): i aitn gunan statr nothing
myJisWATER11 (7:28:58 PM): i lost what we had
myJisWATER11 (7:29:03 PM): i guess ill ahve to live with ot
myJisWATER11 (7:29:10 PM): i mad a bad choice
laaa laa lauren (7:29:17 PM): Yeah you did so don't take it out on anyone
myJisWATER11 (7:29:49 PM): so can we at least be friends
myJisWATER11 (7:29:58 PM): or is that a a stupid queastion
laaa laa lauren (7:29:59 PM): You can be with her, I don't care, you made that decision, and I'm fine with that. Don't live in the past and get mad at anyone.
myJisWATER11 (7:30:08 PM): im not masd
laaa laa lauren (7:30:36 PM): I'm sorry but I don't give away my friendship cause I was already too stupid to give away my heart.
myJisWATER11 (7:31:28 PM): w/e
myJisWATER11 (7:31:29 PM): bye
myJisWATER11 (7:31:33 PM): i tired
laaa laa lauren (7:31:40 PM): ok
myJisWATER11 (7:31:43 PM): aint nothign else i could do
laaa laa lauren (7:31:47 PM): as long as you feel better about what you did
myJisWATER11 (7:31:52 PM): i dont
myJisWATER11 (7:31:59 PM): and i didnt
laaa laa lauren (7:32:06 PM): oh well
myJisWATER11 (7:32:10 PM): yup
myJisWATER11 (7:32:12 PM): oh well
laaa laa lauren (7:32:15 PM): good luck with her
myJisWATER11 (7:32:27 PM): i prolly wont even be with her
myJisWATER11 (7:32:31 PM): but thank you
laaa laa lauren (7:32:34 PM): oh?
myJisWATER11 (7:32:35 PM): if yo umeant it
myJisWATER11 (7:32:43 PM): yeah i may not
myJisWATER11 (7:32:46 PM): most liekly no
laaa laa lauren (7:32:47 PM): whys that?
myJisWATER11 (7:33:15 PM): idk
myJisWATER11 (7:33:18 PM): i dotn hink it ever was
laaa laa lauren (7:33:24 PM): what/
laaa laa lauren (7:33:25 PM): ?
laaa laa lauren (7:33:29 PM): it ever was what?
myJisWATER11 (7:33:47 PM): we never had antyhgn liek me and yo udid
laaa laa lauren (7:34:01 PM): what did you and i have?
myJisWATER11 (7:34:33 PM): i guess nothign if you have to ask
laaa laa lauren (7:34:41 PM): i guess nothing since what happened
laaa laa lauren (7:35:01 PM): you had doubts, twice in one month because of the same girl
myJisWATER11 (7:35:30 PM): no it
laaa laa lauren (7:35:34 PM): and now you turn around and say that we had something? something thatd be worthless in 2 years right?
myJisWATER11 (7:35:45 PM): was the same stupid doubt that i shouldnt have doubted and i dotn knwo why id di
laaa laa lauren (7:35:53 PM): but you did
myJisWATER11 (7:35:53 PM): not worthless
laaa laa lauren (7:36:02 PM): you did and then you promised you wouldnt anymore
laaa laa lauren (7:36:04 PM): and then you did again
laaa laa lauren (7:36:13 PM): and now here you are saying you shouldnt have
laaa laa lauren (7:36:16 PM): and if i accept it
laaa laa lauren (7:36:19 PM): you would again anyway
myJisWATER11 (7:36:46 PM): i woudlnt
laaa laa lauren (7:36:59 PM): what do you want?
myJisWATER11 (7:37:35 PM): nothing cuz i aitn gettting it
myJisWATER11 (7:37:42 PM): i want to be smarter....haha
laaa laa lauren (7:38:04 PM): go with mindy, she really cares about you
myJisWATER11 (7:38:15 PM): no she doesnt
myJisWATER11 (7:38:19 PM): i can tell
laaa laa lauren (7:38:28 PM): does she care like i did?
myJisWATER11 (7:38:29 PM): can you at eklast be my firned
myJisWATER11 (7:38:31 PM): if not i understand
myJisWATER11 (7:38:46 PM): i doubt it but i dont know how yo ucared but it seem liek you idd alot
laaa laa lauren (7:38:55 PM): i cared too much
laaa laa lauren (7:39:19 PM): only to have it shoved in my face twice
myJisWATER11 (7:39:20 PM): im sory babe
myJisWATER11 (7:39:36 PM): i fucked up
laaa laa lauren (7:39:38 PM): aint you ever heard that song? shame on you if you fool me once, shame on me if you fool me twice
myJisWATER11 (7:39:40 PM): i really did
myJisWATER11 (7:39:49 PM): yeah i have
laaa laa lauren (7:40:21 PM): i know you did
laaa laa lauren (7:40:26 PM): and im over that now
myJisWATER11 (7:40:33 PM): allrkight well
myJisWATER11 (7:40:54 PM): i guess im by mytself for now
laaa laa lauren (7:41:03 PM): until you get home to mindy
myJisWATER11 (7:41:26 PM): thanx for beign with me sdo long
myJisWATER11 (7:41:29 PM): and im sorry abbe
laaa laa lauren (7:41:38 PM): hmm
laaa laa lauren (7:41:44 PM): thanks for giving up on us so quick?
laaa laa lauren (7:41:53 PM): i really dont know what to say
laaa laa lauren (7:42:03 PM): i trusted you
myJisWATER11 (7:42:30 PM): good comeback
myJisWATER11 (7:42:39 PM): i ahve to say that was prett good even though it gurt
laaa laa lauren (7:42:41 PM): i didnt mean it as a comeback
laaa laa lauren (7:42:52 PM): i meant it as the truth
laaa laa lauren (7:43:36 PM): i let have doubts once, i refused to let you have doubts again, and now i refuse to let you have doubts a THIRD time
myJisWATER11 (7:43:55 PM): allright i guess i had it coming
myJisWATER11 (7:43:58 PM): but ti hought id try
laaa laa lauren (7:44:06 PM): and honestly even if NY doesnt bug you now like it did a week ago, than it will in the future
laaa laa lauren (7:44:23 PM): i wish you would've tried when we were together instead of now
myJisWATER11 (7:44:53 PM): ?
myJisWATER11 (7:44:56 PM): i dotn egt what yo udiasd
laaa laa lauren (7:45:18 PM): you said what we would have is worthless if you leave for NY in two years
laaa laa lauren (7:45:25 PM): and now you said tonight that it wouldnt be worthless
laaa laa lauren (7:45:43 PM): but youre gonna think its worthless again in a week or two if anything were to happen
myJisWATER11 (7:46:17 PM): no i wouldnt
myJisWATER11 (7:46:28 PM): i toguht agout it and thats how i realized ima fuckin gmoron
laaa laa lauren (7:46:31 PM): how can you expect me to believe that?
myJisWATER11 (7:46:37 PM): i cant'
laaa laa lauren (7:47:28 PM): im not the kind of girl whos going to sleep with you after a month, go to NY with after high school or anything like that
laaa laa lauren (7:47:34 PM): and i think thats what you want
myJisWATER11 (7:48:01 PM): no
myJisWATER11 (7:48:05 PM): i have no clue what i want
myJisWATER11 (7:48:14 PM): nor do yo uhave to sleep with me
myJisWATER11 (7:48:16 PM): i dotn acer
laaa laa lauren (7:48:31 PM): maybe you dont want to care, but you do anyway
laaa laa lauren (7:48:48 PM): what did you see in her?
laaa laa lauren (7:48:55 PM): that made you start having doubts about us?
myJisWATER11 (7:49:21 PM): i dotn know
laaa laa lauren (7:49:58 PM): Not the fact that she was calling you every night
laaa laa lauren (7:50:06 PM): And telling you special things
laaa laa lauren (7:50:11 PM): Or anything like that
myJisWATER11 (7:50:36 PM): idk babe'
myJisWATER11 (7:50:53 PM): i mean shes pretty cool
myJisWATER11 (7:50:57 PM): its not like i hate her
laaa laa lauren (7:51:47 PM): did you like her cause shes pretty
laaa laa lauren (7:51:49 PM): and smart
laaa laa lauren (7:51:50 PM): and funny
laaa laa lauren (7:51:54 PM): and kind
myJisWATER11 (7:51:58 PM): come on now
myJisWATER11 (7:52:00 PM): stop that shit
laaa laa lauren (7:52:07 PM): im honestly wondering
myJisWATER11 (7:52:13 PM): im done you jsyt want to see what i say so you can throw it at me
laaa laa lauren (7:52:18 PM): im honestly curious to see what she had that i didnt
laaa laa lauren (7:52:32 PM): no, i honestly want to know
myJisWATER11 (7:52:49 PM): no
myJisWATER11 (7:52:52 PM): forget it
laaa laa lauren (7:52:55 PM): ok
myJisWATER11 (7:52:57 PM): its a waste of my time and urs
myJisWATER11 (7:53:00 PM): you dotn really care
laaa laa lauren (7:53:00 PM): you dont have to tell me
laaa laa lauren (7:53:04 PM): you like what you like
laaa laa lauren (7:53:10 PM): no, i cared
laaa laa lauren (7:53:12 PM): when i sat there
laaa laa lauren (7:53:17 PM): up until 3 in the fucking morning
laaa laa lauren (7:53:19 PM): caring
laaa laa lauren (7:53:23 PM): and wondering what she had
laaa laa lauren (7:53:30 PM): that could make you like her more than me
myJisWATER11 (7:54:05 PM): idk babe
myJisWATER11 (7:54:09 PM): i hope you ifnd soemone good
myJisWATER11 (7:54:12 PM): cuz yo udeserve ti
laaa laa lauren (7:54:43 PM): I'm hoping to find someone
laaa laa lauren (7:54:52 PM): But I wont
laaa laa lauren (7:54:58 PM): I thought that was you
laaa laa lauren (7:55:11 PM): Even when you didn't think so
myJisWATER11 (7:56:17 PM): im sorry babe
laaa laa lauren (7:56:25 PM): Don't be
myJisWATER11 (7:56:26 PM): but good luck anyway
laaa laa lauren (7:56:28 PM): It's fine
myJisWATER11 (7:56:33 PM): no ti idn
myJisWATER11 (7:56:35 PM): t
laaa laa lauren (7:56:35 PM): You too
laaa laa lauren (7:56:40 PM): I hope you find out what you want
laaa laa lauren (7:56:44 PM): And let Mindy know
myJisWATER11 (7:56:57 PM): let her know what
laaa laa lauren (7:57:03 PM): What you want
myJisWATER11 (7:57:11 PM): i dotn even know
myJisWATER11 (7:57:15 PM): but id otn thinks eh cares
laaa laa lauren (7:57:29 PM): It looks like she does
laaa laa lauren (7:57:34 PM): She cared enough to get in the way of us
myJisWATER11 (7:57:39 PM): i guess
myJisWATER11 (7:57:47 PM): i hope she does now so i ahev soemone
myJisWATER11 (7:57:51 PM): i jst want some fun
myJisWATER11 (7:57:58 PM): somebody to hold
myJisWATER11 (7:58:01 PM): i dotn even care who
laaa laa lauren (7:58:03 PM): mmhmm
laaa laa lauren (7:58:15 PM): Don't tell her you love her if you don't mean it
myJisWATER11 (7:58:28 PM): i g2g
laaa laa lauren (7:58:32 PM): k
laaa laa lauren (7:58:35 PM): bye
“myJisWATER11” signed off at 7:58:36 PM.
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