Lauren has a wonderful boyfriend named John, who she got together with on 4/18/06 and who she adores more than any boy before him. For real. ♥

There's just no point in looking back. Besides, the future looks pretty damn good.

I'm ready to be with a guy (one in particular) for a long time. I'm not playing for some two week crap that ends as quickly as it began: it began quite fast, actually. I'm not looking for a picture-perfect romance. Because I know that with me that's nearly impossible, even if though he is amazing. I really hope that all the time I spend with him ( Read more... )

I'm waiting for the boy who can make every day worth looking forward toward. I'm waiting for the boy who can make me smile and laugh just because he's there. I'm waiting for the boy who doesn't care what he looks like and what other people think. I'm waiting for the boy who can make me feel like I can fly: the one who can give me wings. I'm waiting ( Read more... )

I think I'd like a boyfriend now. Where are the boys when I'm actually looking??

There's gotta be a reason
For this treason
So long ago
I let you go

I just gotta tell myself
I left for someone else
And I did it all by choice
I gotta hear that from my own voice

There was a reason I walked away
That's what I have to say
That's what I have to know
It was my choice to let you go

And there was a reason.

Yeah, I had a bit of a crappy day. It was self-inflicted if anything. I just happened to scop out myspace to see all the happy couples comment back and forth; and there's always looking around AIM screen names for dates and little hearts. For weeks and months spent in bliss as I sit here, avoiding homework & staying alive by the mere fact that ( Read more... )

I'm just so fricken sick of all the happy couples. My God, there are too many of them! This sucks.

I'm an outsider, looking to you
Seeing everything that's there
But I suppose it's not new
...Understanding nothing

I feel as though I'm blind
Though I can see
As though I am deaf
But you can't hear me ( Read more... )

I saw Harry Potter today. I may just be another fan-girl wanting to marry Daniel Radcliffe. It was the best 2:30 in a LONG time. I hopefully will go again tomorrow.

Harry Potter makes me happy.