Guilt has a scent...

Jan 16, 2009 23:32

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earthpeaceorca January 18 2009, 01:34:16 UTC
where are you? physically?
sweet potato and black bean quesadillas, with cheddar cheese if you like that.
lentil soup with potatoes
mashed potatoes with roasted garlic in them
homemade bread.
salad with apples and nuts in it.
where is your new place?
pb
orca

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cel_bel_fre January 18 2009, 07:30:18 UTC
Apples sound good... so does bread. I'm in South King County. Bleh.
Peanut Butter you with a big chunk of my heart, even if I don't really talk to you much. Really. Where are you?

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the_evernight January 18 2009, 03:49:46 UTC
Orca's comment made me hungry.... goodness.

Please don't take this the wrong way, but I think you should see a counselor. Hell, I probably should too, but focusing on you here... A suggestion: there are a few counselors at school. I THINK you can book regular weekly appointments with them, at least a couple weeks at a time. It's free. The only one I've got any personal experience with is Gloria Koepping, and she's really open-minded and helpful. I wish I was still seeing her, actually. Give it a try?

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cel_bel_fre January 18 2009, 07:35:00 UTC
Don't focus on me. It's supposed to be your time right now (sans me don't forget). I'm ok in losing some sizing. If it gets bad enough I'll get it fixed but for now I am going one day at a time and trying things like putting big spoonfuls of soycream (chocolate) in cups of coffee for calories etc. IT'S NOT WANTING TO BE THIN. My body just doesn't want to eat. But I'll consider it. Let me know when you want official contact. Matt drunk dialed me at 2:10am last night hope he doens't repeat it. You gave him ideas on my birthday.

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the_evernight January 19 2009, 00:33:54 UTC
I know it's not about wanting to be thin, but you also have said it's my fault that you can't eat... I guess I think if your anxiety (or whatever it is) has gotten to that point, maybe you need to talk to someone other than me about it.

I am focusing on me mostly ;x, but that doesn't mean I don't care about you too.

What ideas did I give him?

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cel_bel_fre January 19 2009, 08:01:07 UTC
The offer of a threesome... yeah, I could really toast you on an open flame for that one. THAT idea.
You mostly and the little ugly one, I mean the handsome knight?

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