2 am, just got home from working. it's been a strange week and couple of days. I've almost finished my grad school applications and my writing going well. I've scheduled an interview at MIT over winter break, and that's promising. All in all, I'm considering waking up again.

I know that tomorrow I'll be sane and sure again.
and none of this will make any sense.
it will make sense.
but not be pressing.
not seem important

i do not look forward to that.

drained these past few days
i haven't slept or eaten much
this is all by way of being half a night's worth of thinking
and all a day of breath.

the Eight of Wands is often a sign that now is the time to declare yourself. All the elements are ready and will work for you as long as you don't hesitate. The iron is hot - so strike! If events are in motion, they will proceed rapidly. You may feel caught in a whirlwind, but soon the dust will settle, and you see how your plans have fared ( Read more... )

( Disjointed rant, good luck if you choose to read it )

No one had come in to work today, which wasn't unusual, since most aren't being paid anymore and no one is being paid to be in the lab all the time. I located a problem that we'd been trying to pin down for five days and was packing up to take lunch when Dr. Hartvigsen walked in ( Read more... )

By popular demand, my essay. Please remember this was my first semester of college. I don't know how much I can defend this. It was moderately well footnoted, but the paragraph allocation is poor.

( What Happens To Humans After They Die: An Essay )

I'm gleening old files. In four years you can pick up a lot of things ( Read more... )

Overheard on a walk around town ( Read more... )

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