I realized today that when you're hacking among geniuses, and technology is maxed out on all ends, the only thing seperating you from them is how fast you can type ( Read more... )

My mom heard me groaning all night and I kept her up so shes not going to make me go to school. Just forced oatmeal down my throat which was not fun, but I wanted to take 2 advil and not get a bleeding ulcer (ibuprofin without food in stomach ( Read more... )

I'm sick ( Read more... )

At least they got some of the stuff right- they overdid some of the scenes though, that kind of sucked. Oh well, good movie, love its morals.

I've got two journals going now- One of them is all the random shit and the need to write, and one to take that and other things and to organize it more clearly, and to relate events and makes discussions and humors and thoughts on myself too. But the second one is more organized. Thats it for the day.

I've been writing in my starch for a while now, it's been some pretty deep stuff, trying to fit the world into a box, talking about death, figuring out happiness, writing about themes and music. Coming up with quotes, all that good discovering stuff. It's like I'm trying to decide who I should be, trying to reform who am, not discovering who I want ( Read more... )

The sudden flow
Of get up and go
The sullen note
Of got up and went

shopping tommorrow? definately!

tonight? all sorta of practicing fun.
I find a lot of the things I practice aren't going to actually help me be sucessful when I'm older, only happy. What sucess=happyness=money?

Mors adrogans non;
adrogantia mors est.
ergo lacrimemus.
sunt lacrima rerum et mentem mortalia tangunt

Universally
we stand up
And united we stand
and we go down
all of us holding hands
because we are a people
and together we make nation
we cant sit down for a minute
this love is our creation
we have so much more to make
and we won't give up,
these feelings even death can't take

i cried
did you?
i hardly knew him
did you?
and i feel sorry for his friend
that poor god damn bastard
if i cried a little for him
then his tears will never end
but matt made a sacrafice
its important for us to see
hopefully one will suffice
to teach us the lessons that are key

someone i knew died. i cried a lot. its funny how that works, i mean, ( Read more... )