I found elijah woods myspace today...this could be better then the time i got ewan mcgregors autograph...well not better or even comparible...but this is still great...what a happy moment on a crappy day...I think my non-animated icon just moved...creepy
It has been awhile since i posted...It's not like anyone reads this anyway...my life since I last posted has been a mix of sexual teases and bad grades...gah...alas...fuck shit fuck.
Every one should watch this...http://www.miltcentral.com/vid_intherain.html Milton has luceamia but has made a site showing that one can have a possitive out look...please give blood or bone marrow...it is so important...
you know exactly how I feel I have my doubts little boy I'm in love with somthing real
it could be me that's changing
Sigh...I am so lonely......why do I dream about him every night...that is sick...possessive...and it only started happening recently...i can't take much more of this.
I am at summer school and already made an amazing wonderful friend. Her name is Marrissa...We are so much alike yet different...I no longer have to worry about becomeing a hardcore pot head...I feel I can't worry about my friends any more...I need my own life...I need a new way...I hate that I am so bullyish sometimes...oh well