alright so yes this past weekend has sucked major ass ( Read more... )

i have never felt so lost or alone as i do right now

OKK so its is time for the new year entry ( Read more... )

somethign about christmas time always makes me feel better
im not sure what
i went shopping today and something about shopping for other people was like nice
it was weird
and i shoped by myself
it was actully kinda fun
whatever
enjoy the happy feeling thats as far as im going

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
that is the only thing i can say right now

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

y do people say one thing and do another
if they knew how much it hurt would they still do it
im tierd of feeling
i sickening feeling all the time
theres no one to tlak too
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
be strong
dont complain
that is the goal
isnt it?

have u ever thought about y certain events happen to you
i mean truly how do u get picked
i dont understand
but i guess im not supposed to

hospitals suck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so today was the best day of my life!!!!!!
fall ball was actully really fun!!!
jenny and joe i love u guys soooo mcuh
i will never forget this day
there were way to any memories plced in one day thatas all i have to say
ahh im soo happy tralalala!!