I want more time.. just an extra couple of hours wednesday and thursday... just so I can practice. And maybe keep up with reading. Please?

being "one of the guys" with someone you used to date...and still wish you were.. is not so good for the mental health of a person.

I can feel things changing in me... my outlook on life (though to what extent I'm not sure sure), my take on playing (despite my horrible lesson this morning), and just a general air of responsibility? 'withitness'? control? something... can't quite name it. I think this Alexander Technique course is going to have a very positive impact on this ( Read more... )

sometimes I really hate public educators..... regarding a 13 year old student who sent the word "Hey!" to the school computers because he was trying something his father showed him, and subsequently was suspended for 3 days ( Read more... )

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I hate it when I feel like this. I just want to curl up and watch a movie with someone, to sleep next to someone. Just physical contact would be nice. The only person here I get that from has already left for school. I find it kinda odd that this would happen the day after Jason calls me to go to a movie, for some reason. I don't know if that's ( Read more... )

The strangest thing happened to me today when Kate and I were out shopping and generally spending the day together. We went into Belks on Kate's suggestion to look at silver, and had just picked something out heading to the registar when a guy walks up and says "wow, hey there". It was Jason, the one person I had made good friends with from my ( Read more... )

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That was exactly what I needed... Dinner with Josh and Paul, then to Goatfeathers to sit and talk a bit, then to Starbucks (adrianna's was too full) for some caremel apple cider, then Josh's for a hour or so to chill, then paul came over here to watch The Pianist... and let's just say, that was the best part. Well, that and knowing that Josh and I ( Read more... )

I feels like I've been hurt one too many times.. i should be able to swear off guys by now..... but I just can't. I wish it were possible. Very much so I wish it... but I seem to fall back too soon. It's easy for me to deal if someone is dating a girl that I don't know...but when they start liking a girl I do know... and frankly, when she's a girl ( Read more... )