update in the life of beth ( Read more... )

HAVE YOU EVER ( Read more... )

so we lost the house. ryan got the job as full time campus minister at newman, and part of the employment contract is he gets "on site residence." we have ONE FUCKING MONTH to get out of here ( Read more... )

( hooray for stalling! )

( survey, i'm being an insomniac tonight )

Finally I figured out,
But it took a long long time
Now there's a turnabout,
Maybe cause I'm tryin'
There's been times, I'm so confused
Down my road, will it lead to you?
Just can't turn and walk away

It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
Words can't say it, I can't do
Enough to prove, it's all for youthis is ( Read more... )

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? no >=( shoulda been a sign it wasn't gonna work, huh ( Read more... )

sonny's dead.

jamee's professor just stopped by to let us know. apparently he wandered into someone's yard yesterday. they had 3 pit bulls. sonny didn't stand a chance.

i can't fucking believe it. i was just about to run out to the shelter again to see if he was there. he didn't deserve to die like that. it's not fucking fair.

sonny ran away

i guess he wasn't happy here. he kept misbehaving so bad. we were going to have to give him back, but i didn't want this to happen. i just hope he didn't get hit by a car and that someone picked him up or that he's at the shelter.

i'm sick of shit never working out

i must be emo!