i can't stop missing you. i'm sorry.

i hate talking to people online and not know who they are.... blarg

migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck! migraines suck ( Read more... )

all things come and go, so why do i feel a little empty?

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Four days. I’ve had separate (I think) migraines, four days in a row now. And if they are not separate then it is continuous with breaks (yes I know, doesn’t make sense). How long can I go on being in pain and not either, absolutely psycho or hyped up on medications? God I hope they can get it right, no I don’t hope, I PRAY. It seems that’s how I’ ( Read more... )

o.k. here goes. becuase i do not have my migraines under control, for instance; sunday--> hospital, leave hospital after treatment and still have migraine (after 10ml MOrphine, Morphine, Demerol, Thorazine, Regalin and a fucking CAT SCAN they thought something was wrong with me... and did i panic? FUCK YES) monday-->call rents and have them take me ( Read more... )

sorry if you can't read it, its in japanese....

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that is all

so last tuesday i went to the specalist migraine headache tihngy. they redid my meds and schedule for them. so hopefully now i won't have the aching of the head. its not a for sure thing though, and i won't completly know all fo my test results untill i call tomarrow, and we won't know if my meds are really working untill after next week. i have my ( Read more... )

i have an apt. on tuesday with world renown (sp maybe?) specalists. :) i'm so excited but OMG soo tired.