... and when you wake up it's gone.

Strange things have been hapening lately.. i wish i knew why.

Oh well. Some have it worse than I. And i feel bad for her.

Mmm gotta work in a bit, don't want to, even if it is training. I don't think I'm gunna last.. no lie.

Tomorrow's the big bash. Well not so big now, but you got the idea.

<3

"Maybe it means you're afraid to get close to *him* but are starting to accept it.."

Dreaming strange dreams has made me think of sooo many past memories.

Makes me think wayy to much. But whatev. Somehting will come of this.

I still hate the relationship factor but now my ice heart is chipping.. gahh.

ahh i don't wanna explain.. later

<3 me

got a little praised tonight ( Read more... )

What do you want ( Read more... )

What if I wanted to break ( Read more... )

I'm kind of getting sick of the way I feel on the inside and seem on the outside ( Read more... )

i have so much inside that some got told to traci in code. i want to talk to her more, but i cant... meh... i cant explain...

later

So I semi chose. I chose Josh.. but it's not like I can really have him. Plus, some fucking little bitch wants him.. and UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I know, I know... i get jealous... SIGH ( Read more... )

Life: "Its a crazy little thing called magic"

Mind: I can't think anymore. Because all it does is cause issues.

Heart: Which do you choose? The guy who's safe, silly, and adorable? Or the guy who's wild, gorgeous, and makes your heart jump when he smiles?

Who? Because.. sigh.

<3 me

Life: Hectic. Enough said. My Memere just died. That really sucks, especially seeing how now I have no grandparents and mom doesn't have parents. My uncle was a reck. I felt so bad for him. I love my uncle, and I don't know what I'd do without him. Or my mom for that matter. Speaking of my uncle... he met Josh. That was amusing. He like crept outta ( Read more... )