Jesse and I had a long talk at lunch about relationships, it made me feel better. I think maybe her and I are at least on the same page now.

I spent the better half of the day attempting to cover up some tears that really need to come out, but I won't let them until I'm sure no one can ask me any questions.

I'm so torn up over Don, and I don't ( Read more... )

Well, the good news is, I'm presented with a new challenge. The bad news is, I'm not sure I want to play the game...

I'm in love with Don. And I know what you're thinking..."Oh god, here we go again...Well, set up the money pool, my bet is they don't last more than two weeks at most!" It isn't like that this time. It's got me scared shitless....He ( Read more... )

So this is what it feels like
To be the one left behind
To give it all you've got then find
You've already changed you mind

And this is what it sounds like
Crying on the bed that we both made
Waiting for a sign that you just can't give me
Any kind of sign

I don't want to be here wide awake
Clinging to a love that can't be saved
Hanging off the edge of every ( Read more... )

"Just when I think
I've taken more than would a fool
I start fallin' back in love with you
I'm fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you"
Alicia Keys - Fallin'

"If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I cried ain't that long
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong, this ain't a love song"
Bon Jovi - This Ain't A ( Read more... )

Here's the scoop. Today was a clean up day in Environmental Science, there would also be some creek testing. I signed up for inverabrae classification, figuring it would a nice way to spend a beautiful spring day. At least that's was what I was thinking on Monday when Mr. S asked for people to get involved. Well, today wasn't a beautiful spring day ( Read more... )

The truth is hard to swallow when you're
choking on your pride
I don't want to be this wide-awake
Fighting for a love that I can't save
And hanging off the edge of every word you say
Knowing that it might make me cry...

Yesterday was a very bad day... It seems like everyone was letting me down over just about everything. The only time I'm really liked ( Read more... )

There is something...Someone on my mind...

"And at the tone, you said leave me alone..."

So I asked myself, "Do I love you so much
That I'm willing to let you go?"
At the tip of my tongue the answer was "Yes"
But, at the bottom of my heart I'm wondering...
Did I say that?

Attempting to keep the word "love" out of you vocabulary isn't easy. You never want to hurt someone by dropping it on them, or misplacing it, and leading them on. I love ( Read more... )

Its been an incredibly crappy night...First Jesse never called me back, even after I left her a message, but that didn't make me nearly as upset as my brother not returning my phone call until it was too late to do anything, and he was smashed when he did so... I cried, but I think I am ok now. I wrote a song, watched some Invader Zim, and how ( Read more... )

Well, Spring Break is over, 2 more days and it's back to the daily grind at school. MEAP testing is coming up, and I REALLY don't care, it's all for the school anyway. The parental figures are taking off for the weekend, and Jesse might be coming to spend the night. MIGHT being the keyword. I never heard back from her like she said I would today, ( Read more... )