I had a odd dream last night about vampires...and I rememberd it clearly this morning but now I'm blank...anyways. Saturday night was weird. I was trying so hard to fall asleep, but I couldn't. So, I decided to try a mental experiment. You see, one day at school, Dr. Maulding (my acting professor) was having us visualize our body expanding and sure ( Read more... )

0kay.. I'm going to try to remember some of these dreams I've been having lately ( Read more... )

God I still feel like shit, I've missed the past 3 days of school and came late today. At least I'm not as bad as I was, now it's just whenever I stand I feel really really woozy. I heard that Carrie broke up with Michael, and it's a real bitter sweet moment for me, bitter because Michael is hurt about it, and sweet because...well... I like Michael ( Read more... )

just 30 minutes ago, I did something I havn't done since the 4th grade. I told Michael....how I felt, and I'm glad I finally got it out and that he was glad I trusted him to tell him, I'm still kicking myself because he's already in a serious (at least I think it is serious) relationship with someone else. I didn't get (and I'm glad I didn't) any ( Read more... )

Well, this morning I predicted it would be one of those "very slow, yet extremely fast" days, and it was.. is... whatever (in science class right now), I'm still grounded from going to church because last time I went I didn't get home till late, and I'm basically under house arrest because he won't even let my mother take me back to her house ( Read more... )

(speaking 50mph) OK, well, Last night I was watching Runaway Bride.. I think..ANYWAYS! And there was this one part when they talking about something like "Well you criticize people around you, but you never critisice yourself?" and I wondered "hm.. at times I critique others, but do I stop and critique myself?" And I looked back on my life and it ( Read more... )

Okay! That little mascot/goat/Frank is starting to scare me... When something says so little...you know they are plotting something evil!!

I LOATH THIS! Yet again, I find myself liking ANOTHER guy! Let see... that adds to the list as number 4, and it is rediculous. I can't focus in class anymore. Yes, I know there are people who have it worse off, and that my life isn't worth complaining about! But if I don't vent here, where the hell else can I ( Read more... )

I have this friend (not saying names) and I met him at this church I'm going to at the moment. Well, me and him hit it off pretty well, he's really cool, and I thought about a more than friends relationship, but me and him talked about it, and we don't really know eachother enough for that, so we're just going to have 'friends with benifits'. I ( Read more... )

"Wow...this is really..awkward" Is what I personally quote saying after winning 10th grade Home-Comming princess. I got a crown, sash, and a pretty purple flower. The funny thing...is that I don't remember ever putting my name in the bag they drew the names from (we all just put our names in a bag and they drew it out and whoever was picked was ( Read more... )