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[celticlucas]

its exactly one year since i got hit by the car.

... why the fuck am i alone in my room crying?

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[natharaaislynn]

Trust me when I say that you'll never get a full answer to that question. Ive been there, I know what its like. You will however learn to find a bit more of the answer each year and eventually accept that you won't ever know all of it and that you aren't supposed to. Instead you just learn that though you won't ever forget any of it, or get over what happened, you learn to live with it and use it to keep on living.

Oh I'm hushing now. *HUGS*

[natharaaislynn]

And I see part of what I was saying got left out and I just now noticed...stupid lj....but I was also mentioning that you shouldn't have to be alone, though in some ways is best that you are. In the way that matters, you aren't alone. Granted you may be physically alone, but just know that part of me is with you, has been since it all happened and always will be and I also know that I am not the only one that is with you. I know that don't make things better, but I wanted to tell you anyway.

*MORE HUGS*

[natseh]

I dunno man, but I'm shit at commenting helpful things, so I come bearing hot mens (and by "mens" i mean my current mancrush in photospam form):

[celticlucas]

k so uhm.
i want him.

NOW.

thanks :P