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I'm sick of having a broken heart.

So.. according to my sister's digital scale I have lost 3 kilos within about a week and a half. I weighed myself when I got home and was 1kg lighter than what I was two weeks beforehand. Then two days later I weighed myself again... another kilo gone. Today I weighed myself to see if the magical scale would please me again and whattayaknow.... ( Read more... )

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I don't think I've felt this shitty in quite some time ( Read more... )

Today in notes:

- Portia, Kera, Me, Wallace and Grommit
- No messages
- No calls

That is all. Sigh...

So apparently I'm good at pushing people away, trying to keep people out. Why then, when I try to stop doing that, when I try to pull someone closer do I get nothing in return? Nothing.

I

FUCK

EVERYTHING

UP.

Fuck, I hate myself.

Boys hate me. Or rather... I think boy is becoming disinterested in me. Fair enough, though.

Bah. Humbug.

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