Elysia?..she didn't see it, but she heard it and smelled it and heard us screaming. She was surely assaulted with our negative emotions ...fear, terror and god knows what else I was feeling and Portia's mom was feeling. She has been wetting herself on and off, I just. Ugh. She didn't see it with her on eyes I don't think, but maybe se's smart enough to have put it all together subconsciously.
I'm praying for you and Elysia and for Portia and her family. This is horrific and I actually feel angry that you had to experience it. Celyn, I love you. Please don't continue to beat yourself up like you did in that voice post - I was in tears listening to it. None of it was your fault and you were right to fear for the safety of everyone else in the room. You were very brave to make that voicepost, braver that I could ever be and I really admire you for it.
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Cel, I'm lost for words. I'm praying for you.
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How is Elys handling all this?
*hugs*
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She has been wetting herself on and off, I just. Ugh. She didn't see it with her on eyes I don't think, but maybe se's smart enough to have put it all together subconsciously.
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This is horrific and I actually feel angry that you had to experience it. Celyn, I love you. Please don't continue to beat yourself up like you did in that voice post - I was in tears listening to it. None of it was your fault and you were right to fear for the safety of everyone else in the room.
You were very brave to make that voicepost, braver that I could ever be and I really admire you for it.
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