I hate coming online and realizing my boyfriend isnt online, becaus eI cant call him all the time while im here, but when hes nnot online I fell like I have to call him. Ah stupid boy... I just woke up, but im still tired as hell, its hard to move I think im going to go back to bed. Its so fucking hot outside I cant take it anymore! WEll I cant ( Read more... )

Please nobody be mad at me for putting this in here, but it took my breath away when I did it just to see what it said. If your offended I apologize.

So Im in WV now. I didnt think my grandma still had the internet. So at least I'll have something to do and talk to my friends. Playing with my aunts baby is fun. Hes so tiny and little I just want to pinch his face off, but gently. Sarah come online I miss you! <3

Omg Im so sick of this layout!! Can someone please help me make a backround to put in. No matter what I do its not right. I cant even change it to what I had before! Stupid fucking live journal! Someone please help me do it right!

Ahh in that last entry Theres more but you have to highlight it becasue I accidently put it in red, ha silly me. But anyways blah. Im bored. I really dont want to go into work tomarrow or Friday, but at least im going to be off for the next few weeks, and inAugust I get to work at Dimas computer comp. Which will be so much more better, I cant wait ( Read more... )

Tomarrow I get paid and Im going to do some funky colotrs with my hair. It needs a new style besides red, black and purple. It gets old, so im going for a rainbow pink blonde type. Shh dont tell Dima, inot gonna tell him until he sees it becaise he might try and talk me out of it, but he'll like it.

So today way alright, we went to Osborne pool ( Read more... )

Yeah so things are a lot better with me and Dima, the break really helped. And things are different now and were happy now ( Read more... )

( I never should have asked if he was hungry )

You know your a cute little heart breaker, and you know your a sweet little love maker. I wont do ya no harm, no. You've GOT to be all mine, whew, Foxy lady!

Well Im getting ready to leave, and well you know how long that takes? lol FOREVER! Not leaving for another 2 hours but thats just eniugh time! I got some pictures back todays of me and Dima. ( Read more... )

Why is he telling me something to do i know is wrong, i cant let it happen! but what if its the only way he'll come back to me? is it worth it? I dont know. I hate all these mixed emotions hes making me feel. "ilove you" he says. I say "do you love me" he says I dont know, donat ask these questions" i dont get it i dont know how to feel my moods ( Read more... )