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I got scary news today
Cheating? no. Leaving me? no. It's worse than that. Today, Lewis told me that he had a check up today at the doctors because he had felt, I'm guessing a lump somewhere, he didn't go into detail about it and he thought it was cancer(see why it was scary. The doctor told him that she thinks it isn't cancer but wants to do blood work just in case, ok, not so scary if the doctor thinks it's not cancer; it gets scarier.
Lewis has already had cancer, blood cancer. He tells me this and I get so scared because I don't want to lose Lewis to anything, especially cancer because I lost both of my grandfathers to it and I don't need to lose Lewis to it. I started to cry and he hates it when I cry. I was honestly terrified that Lewis has cancer. I told him that my fear was that his previous cancer came back and he assured me it was never coming back and this could be different but caught it early enough.
We keep talking about it and I told him that if it was cancer that I would be there for him and with him the whole battle. I said if I even had to sit my parents down and tell them about him and our relationship if it means going and being with him to be his support system because no one deserves to be alone during a cancer battle. So, tonight I'm going to pray that it isn't cancer and that Lewis will be ok and everything will be back to normal.
Cheating? no. Leaving me? no. It's worse than that. Today, Lewis told me that he had a check up today at the doctors because he had felt, I'm guessing a lump somewhere, he didn't go into detail about it and he thought it was cancer(see why it was scary. The doctor told him that she thinks it isn't cancer but wants to do blood work just in case, ok, not so scary if the doctor thinks it's not cancer; it gets scarier.
Lewis has already had cancer, blood cancer. He tells me this and I get so scared because I don't want to lose Lewis to anything, especially cancer because I lost both of my grandfathers to it and I don't need to lose Lewis to it. I started to cry and he hates it when I cry. I was honestly terrified that Lewis has cancer. I told him that my fear was that his previous cancer came back and he assured me it was never coming back and this could be different but caught it early enough.
We keep talking about it and I told him that if it was cancer that I would be there for him and with him the whole battle. I said if I even had to sit my parents down and tell them about him and our relationship if it means going and being with him to be his support system because no one deserves to be alone during a cancer battle. So, tonight I'm going to pray that it isn't cancer and that Lewis will be ok and everything will be back to normal.