-goddamnit, bills, school, work, film, papers, laundry, dishes, food, bathing, drinking, walking, there has got to be some sort of plan or something i dont know about to make combining all of this a lot more cohesive of a process
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what a week this has been. i wish i had the will power to just go rent a movie and chill the fuck out by myself on the weekends. no drinking, no theatrics, no promiscuity, just me, alone, with my pudgy cat, watching movies, eating pasta, then i'd go to sleep at like 11:30. basically, i want to live the life of a childless divorced 35 year old
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"and the past comes cascading out of itself and floods until im neck deep and the last words i speak until i can no longer breathe are 'i hate you for all of this.'"