Screw feeling guilty~ Keith's an ass ( Read more... )

So I'm starting to think that maybe I over reacted with Keith. Maybe the problem isn't that Keith is a jerk, maybe the problem is that our personalities are just too different. He just walked past my door and he didn't say anything (not like he would have normally, or like I would expect him to after what I said). I don't like hurting people. I was ( Read more... )

So I think I terminated things with Keith forever. I finally realized that I don't need to put up with his shit~ I'm better than that. Probly didn't handle things the best way, but as we've seen, nothing that happens between me & Keith is handled correctly. I insulted his manhood and then blocked him. I'm just done letting him make me feel like ( Read more... )

(BTW~ no Marc & I didn't break up, but I know that's what it's gonna sound like after you read the song~ this meaning is a bit more subtle than that ( Read more... )

So for some reason (not entirely sure) I'm in a shitty mood. It could be because Keith is playing frisbee outside my window. It could be because my friends are across campus and I'm in my room alone. It could be because I haven't seen Marc in almost a week and I really miss him. It could be because I don't wanna go home this weekend. It could be ( Read more... )

So everyone who freaked out about my last entry, don't worry about me; I have calmed down. I just needed to vent and be upset for awhile, and now I have everything in order I think. I'm still upset that I didn't make it, but that just means I have to try that much harder next time. In the mean time I will finish my UPs and Competencies (which will ( Read more... )

So I just found out today that I didn't make the school of music. I tried my hardest and I wasn't good enough. I feel so worthless right now. I am now going to have to spend the rest of my life doing something I kind of like instead of something I love more than anything. This is the first time ever that I have failed at something that matters to ( Read more... )

So the last part of spring break ended up being really fun. I had a great time with Marc and we got some much needed time together. We went to see Constantine, which was really good. We also had dinner with his parents and talked with them for awhile, which I always enjoy. I was just sad that Sarah and Amalie weren't there. I should go visit ( Read more... )

You are White Chocolate

You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.
Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.
You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life ( Read more... )

This so far has been the most boring break I have ever had. The highlight so far has been a book that I'm reading, which is a really good book, but I wanna do something fun, you know? Once I get back to school I really gotta start searching for a job, which I am sure isn't gonna work out for me. It's too late in the school year to find a job, but I ( Read more... )