I hear ya!!!!!bluemadusaOctober 16 2008, 17:52:38 UTC
I'm super sick of feeling like I'm wasting my life here too! I feel so trapped. Been looking for work and not finding any...very very depressing. I should be doing way more with my "talent" it is hard....I've just been way to depressed to get out of my own way lately.
I need to do more....more art...more photography....and more living.
About your look....did they say what has changed? Just curious? I'm also in the market for a new look....but I just can't decide :/ I am super excited to read your essay ;)
Tattoo??? Always wanted one.....again....can not decide
Re: I hear ya!!!!!cephalopod_loveOctober 16 2008, 20:21:13 UTC
SRSLY!! i don't know how so many talented people got roped into being stuck at this horrible place!! i'm totally planning to push you (and anna) to be more active with your creativity... he he.. hopefully you'll do the same for me... ^_^
nate and i were talking about god knows what and he mentioned my look had changed since he had met me... i replied that he just thought that it had changed because i used to get all gothed up for lexington parties and now he only sees me in the cute but comfy clothes i wear to hang out at your place... but he is right, it has changed...
i used to draw tattoos i wanted and put them on my wall so i had to look at them every day, to see if i still liked it after a year or two... it was really hard for me to commit, but moving way from home kicked my butt in gear, since my tattoo represents my family... after one, i feel like i should go with my guts and instinct on the next one instead of planning every detail...
I don't think your look has really changed in the last year! Or was this comment made by someone who's know you a while.
I like your look!
And you with a half sleeve would be teh sex.
I'm also plagued by the laziness. I think it's just so hard to get through the day and handle every day BS. And so it's harder to motivate oneself for creative pursuits in one's free time.
the comment was made my someone who has only known me up here and rarely sees me... i stand by my assertion that it has changed, although its more noticeable for me cause i can compare now to 2 years ago...
thanks for likin my stylinz... ^_^
it would SO be teh sex0r! want want want!!
i hear ya, and my days are not at hard as yours! what motivates me is the proud-of-myself feeling when i finish a project... not like i'm awesome at motivating myself, but i'm trying really hard to do so recently...
Really seems like everyone is searching for something to give them a goal and purpose. At least we're not alone in that. :)
In terms of redoing one's look, I'd love to have bangs like Kenley's, especially since my hair is getting longer now. Just wish I had the money for clothes and hair cuts!
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I need to do more....more art...more photography....and more living.
About your look....did they say what has changed? Just curious? I'm also in the market for a new look....but I just can't decide :/ I am super excited to read your essay ;)
Tattoo??? Always wanted one.....again....can not decide
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nate and i were talking about god knows what and he mentioned my look had changed since he had met me... i replied that he just thought that it had changed because i used to get all gothed up for lexington parties and now he only sees me in the cute but comfy clothes i wear to hang out at your place... but he is right, it has changed...
i used to draw tattoos i wanted and put them on my wall so i had to look at them every day, to see if i still liked it after a year or two... it was really hard for me to commit, but moving way from home kicked my butt in gear, since my tattoo represents my family... after one, i feel like i should go with my guts and instinct on the next one instead of planning every detail...
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I like your look!
And you with a half sleeve would be teh sex.
I'm also plagued by the laziness. I think it's just so hard to get through the day and handle every day BS. And so it's harder to motivate oneself for creative pursuits in one's free time.
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thanks for likin my stylinz... ^_^
it would SO be teh sex0r! want want want!!
i hear ya, and my days are not at hard as yours! what motivates me is the proud-of-myself feeling when i finish a project... not like i'm awesome at motivating myself, but i'm trying really hard to do so recently...
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In terms of redoing one's look, I'd love to have bangs like Kenley's, especially since my hair is getting longer now. Just wish I had the money for clothes and hair cuts!
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