Wowza.
I don't think life could be anymore amazing then it is right now.
Well in 5 days maybe, cause then I can drive. And if people decided to do my college apps. for me, that would be pretty grand. But I'm not even stressing about that right now.
Ain;t nothingtearing me down todaybabe.

perfect high, followed by a nice crash back down to earth all within two seconds, leaving me with a bunch of questions that I'm afraid to know the answer to.

I'm starting to get bored. Of everything. I need something exciting to happen pretty soon or I might go insane. I do have two John Mayer shows to see over the course of the next 12 days, but I was planning that. I need something on a whim, a complete surprise. I'm getting stuck and that's the one thing I never wanted to have to do, and I am ( Read more... )

Why is everything so freaking fantastic right now?
Minus the fact that I can't really hear and I'm ODind on Oreo's.
I'm so goddamn happy, please stay this way for a really long timee, PLEASE!

Half of the time we're gone but we don't know where
We don't know here.

I'm ready to do this, finally.
I'm totally in control and ready to live.

Everything is coming together ( Read more... )

I realized that one day, I will regret the way I lived my life. I can already see it starting now.

What the hell is wrong with me? What am I doing here? And most importantly, what the hell am I doing wrong?

Please don't make me feel inadiquate. It's not fair to me. I'm trying my hardest, I swear to you I am, for some reason it's just not enough.

I'm so over it, guys, shit that's going on, everything.

All I need is sleep, Harry Potter, John Mayer, a good Jude Law movie, and some yogurt.
And maybe a really good laugh, one that makes my whole body hurt, I haven't had one of those in a while.

17 rows from the stage ( Read more... )