I don't want you to feel this way.  But I am not sorry.  I can't be right now.  I love you like hell though.

Okay so do you want to hear something sad. My mother was going to come to the competition. Like she kind of got my hopes up a little because she never comes to support me at anything. Yeah so she went to Andress, becaus it's just like down the street from where I live, but she left and didn't go in because it cost $5. So my mother isn't willing ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking bored. And it's all my fault. I'm such a shitty friend.

( I don't like me. )

So I feel like talking, someone should take advantage of that. We should all get together and have a nice talk. Except I'm kidding. I'm just bored out of my freaking mind right now. I just wish I had a car...and not so many allergies.

( Long Day )

Yeah so I don't know how I can make this any more clear.  If you want to know something or think you know something and you aren't really sure.  Just ask.  I'll try to answer, but some things just....  But seriously try me.  And if I just don't want to tell you, then I'll tell you exactly that.  I've tried been pretty open about my life and tried ( Read more... )

"Can you describe the strongets feeling in your dream son?"  Father asked.

Jonas thought about it.  The details were murky and vague.  But the feelings were clear, and flooded him again now as he thought.  "The wanting," he said.  "I knew that she wouldn't.  And I think I knew that she shouldn't.  But I wanted it so terribly.  I could feel the ( Read more... )

( Long )

How will you tell I'm hurting
If you cannot see my pain?
To wear it on my body
Tells what words cannot explain.

I give.