today i nightmared myself through my alarm clock.
broke my umbrella in the rain.
my wisdom tooth hole opened itself up again.
i had to vacuum the entire dorm.

then i got the second scholarship i'd applied for.
oh life, how you tease me.

sometimes people suck.

basta! siempre lo mismo.

i'm thinking about spending spring semester in thailand. eek.

anthem. ayn rand. check it.

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i'm not some fantastic i've-been-waiting-for-this-forever moment on your lips. i'm hardly the wildly exciting type. but i'm real and i'm raw and i'm honest. and i want that to feel like enough.

feeling caught up in this whirlwind of choice and consequence we call life. and then i wonder, do i have free will? i mean, of course i do in the sense that i can make any choice at the drop of a hat, but then i consider the fact that i believe my Creator has a plan for each of us, that our lives are cosmically mapped out somewhere and all of our ( Read more... )

unwavering bands of light.
words reverberate in my mind.
schizophrenia.

i'm bipolar.